No More Heroes
Chapter 26
(Shane)
I’ve thought everything through. I lied before, about following my heart. But this time I am. It does mean someone will have a broken heart, but it’s a heart that can mend easily.
I’m waiting for Kelly to come in a private own restaurant which I know the owner. Tim, the owner, has very kindly closed the restaurant for me and Kelly. We just have to be out in two hours, which is fair. The door opened and Kelly came in. Tim took her coat and put it on the hook.
Kelly walked towards me and I saw here eyes were red and puffy. She wiped a tear away with her hand. I felt regret wash all over me, but I have to do this. Kelly sat down on the seat opposite me.
‘You wanted to see me?’ asked Kelly, coldly ‘I’m surprised it’s not a public scene.’
‘Kelly, you know me. I don’t want a public audience for this.’ I said
‘As I said, I’m surprised.’
‘Kelly do you really have to make it harder then it already is?’
‘Hard? It’s clear who you love Shane!’
‘Kelly! Sometimes truth brings pain but we all need to face it. Yes I love Sally, never stopped loving her.’
‘When did you realise that?’
‘The day I saw her at the Grand House.’
‘I’m going.’
Kelly got up to leave but I didn’t want her to go yet.
‘Kelly.’ I begged ‘I’m sorry! I can’t live a lie anymore.’
‘Loving me was a lie?’
‘No. I love you but… I can’t ignore my feelings for Sally. That’s what I’ve been doing all this time, ignoring my feelings.’
‘What? Shane I don’t want to hear anymore of this! You’ve promised never to fall in love with her, and here you are!’
‘That’s the thing! I only promised to keep you happy. It took me a long time to force myself to love you!’
‘Force yourself? How could you force yourself? What happened back when everything started?’
‘Richard broke up with you. It took you three months to get over him, and then you had your eyes on me.’
‘That’s not true.’
‘You’re denying it because it is. I felt sorry for you and I took you out a few times.’
‘You’re basically saying I took you away from Sally?’
‘Kelly, Sally was pregnant at 16 and I was the father. She never told me till now.’
‘And if she did? Would it have made a difference?’
‘I think it would have done.’
All of sudden Kelly was in pain. I knew she was hurt by my words but this was much more then that. It took me a while to realise she was in labour. I ran to her and offered my help but she kept pushing me away. Then I ran to the counter and shouted ‘Tim! Tim!’
Tim came out of the back room and said calmly ‘What?’
‘Call an ambulance!’ I said
‘What for?’
‘No wonder you don’t have a girlfriend. Kelly’s in labour, you idiot!’
Tim looked to where Kelly was sitting on the floor and said ‘Oh right!’
He hurried back into the back room to make the call. I ran back to Kelly and offered my help again.
‘No!’ she said
Chapter 27
(Sally)
I waited for the door to open. I cannot believe I actually left the house. I knew I would have people starring at me and whispering behind my back, and that’s exactly what happened all the way to the bus stop. Thankfully the bus was quiet with only a few elders, so I managed to make the journey without much hassle. Now here I am outside Shane’s house, waiting for the door to open.
I saw a head look out the window. It was Nicky seeing who was at the door. A second later the door finally opened. And Jess was standing there. I wasn’t expecting a “hug” welcome this time, but she still gave me a hug and let me in. When we got to the sitting room, Nicky had the drinks ready. He got them ready quickly, I thought.
Nicky gave me a hug and said ‘Glad you came.’
‘Yeah, though I did kind of thought about it.’ I said
‘Surprised if you didn’t.’
Nicky and Jess laughed and I hit Nicky playfully on the arm. Then we sat down.
‘How was your journey?’ Jess asked
‘A few people starred and whispered on my way to the bus stop, but the actual bus journey was alright. It was quiet and only a few elders were on.’ I said
‘Wasn’t too bad then. I thought you would be crying when you got here.’
‘Thanks Jess.’ I said sarcastically ‘Any actual reason why you wanted me to come here?’
‘We just thought it was time you got out of the house and enjoy yourself.’ Said Nicky
‘You might be used to the press Nicky but I’m not!’
‘That’s not what I mean and you know it.’
‘We just thought you might want some fun with your friends. It’s not long before Tia and Mark’s wedding and we still need to get you a dress.’ Said Jess
‘About that… I’m not going.’ I said
‘Why not?’
'I’ve got a lot on my mind Jess.’
‘More reason to come! You can take your mind of everything.’
Just then the phone rang. Nicky got of the chair and walked to the other room.
‘Please come to the wedding.’ Jess begged
‘Jess it’s not your wedding so don’t beg.’ I said
‘I know, I’m begging for Tia. She’ll hate you for not coming.’
‘I’m sorry, I’ve made up my mind. I’m not going.’
Jess turned away and looked at the door Nicky went through. A few minutes later Nicky came back in with a slight excitement.
‘Who was that darling?’ asked Jess
‘That was Shane.’ Said Nicky
‘Is he alright?’
‘He’s fine. He was calling to let us know Kelly is in labour.’
‘Kelly’s in labour? Shane went to…’
‘I know, the baby thought differently.’
‘We’ve got to get going!’
‘Way ahead of you! Sally you coming?’
‘No, I think I’ll stay here.’ I said
‘Sally.’ Said Nicky in a sharp voice
‘I’m staying Nicky.’
‘Have it your way. Come on Jess, let’s go.’
They both went out of the room and then I heard the front open and shut. I went to the window and watched them get into the car and drove of down the drive way. I sighed deeply and closed my eyes. Then I just allowed thoughts to come to mind. After a few minutes of thinking, I opened my eyes and went to sit down.
Please let mother and baby be alright, I said to myself.
Chapter 28
(Shane)
‘Congratulations, it’s a boy.’ Said the nurse
She gave our son to Kelly so she could hold him. I’m sitting on the edge of the bed smiling.
‘He’s adorable.’ I said
‘He is. And I think he’s got your eyes.’ Said Kelly
Kelly looked up at me and smiled. I stroked her hair and kissed her on the forehead.
‘Have we got a name for your son yet?’ asked the nurse
‘Not yet.’ said Kelly
‘There’s no worry. We’ll call him baby Filan until you come up with a name.’
‘Thank you.’
‘Now why don’t we let you have some rest.’
‘OK.’
The nurse took baby Filan from Kelly and left the room. The other nurses followed behind her. Now Kelly and I were alone.
‘Shane we need to sort something out.’ Kelly said
‘I know. What shall we call our son?’ I said
‘We need a name yes, but that’s not what I’m talking about.’
‘I know Kelly.’
‘If you’re going to be with Sally…’
‘Don’t even think it. I’m not planning on leaving you alone with the baby. I want to be there to help you, more then just financially.’
‘Really?’
‘Of course. I might love Sally and plan to be with her but I want to be the best father I can be.’
‘I was afraid you were going to leave me to handle the baby alone.’
‘Never crossed my mind.’
Kelly smiled and we got lost looking into each others eyes. There’s clearly still love in Kelly’s eyes but the feelings I once had for her are no longer there. I have made the right decision for once.
I left Kelly to get some sleep and walked to the waiting room. I saw the whole gang was there waiting, eager to know some news.
‘So?’ asked Kian
‘So, what?’ I asked
‘Has Kelly had the baby or what?’
I looked around at the faces. I couldn’t help myself and smiled. The look of eagerness all around. A moment to remember.
‘We’ve got a son.’ I said
‘So Kelly had it?’ asked Tia
‘Yes, Kelly has had the baby. We’ve got a boy.’
Excited squeals came from the girls while the lads patted me on the back. Then one by one they gave me a hug and congratulated me. There was one person I was hoping to see but I couldn’t find her.
‘Where’s Sally?’ I asked Jess
‘She came over to yours but when Nicky said you called saying Kelly was in labour, Sally didn’t want to come.’ Explained Jess
‘Why not?’
Jess shrugged her shoulders. I looked at Nicky and he shook his head. I sighed and felt a bit disappointed. I was really hoping for Sally to come.
‘Kelly’s sleeping at the moment. Nicky can you drive me home?’ I asked
‘Sure, no problem. Why?’ Nicky asked
‘Kelly got a bag of clothes ready a few weeks ago; I’d better bring it here.’
‘For a second then I thought it had something to with Sally, since she’s at your.’
‘You know me to well Nicky. I just want to know why she’s not here.’
‘Good luck getting an answer out of her.’ Said Jess
I looked at Nicky and he said ‘She hasn’t been straight forward and honest today.’
‘Oh.’ I said ‘If Kelly wakes up tell her I’ve gone to get the bag of clothes for her.’
‘Sure thing.’ Said Kian
Nicky and I left the hospital and got into Nicky’s car.
‘Hope you’re doing the right thing Shane.’ Nicky said
‘Don’t worry I am.’ I said ‘I know I am.’
Chapter 29
(Sally)
Here I am in Shane’s house, lying on the sofa with my eyes closed. I was looking back over the events that have happened over the year. Starting from my mother’s death to the party at the Grand House. If only I had stayed away then Shane would still be happy with Kelly. But what can I say? I secretly loved all the events that happened. Everything happens for a reason. And in this case
they’ve happened to help me and Shane back together again. The way it’s supposed to be. And I’m sure Kelly’s heart will fall in love again sometime soon.
Just as I was falling asleep, I heard the door open. My eyes opened and I lent on my shoulders. Then I could hear voices I knew too well. A smile appeared on my face when I heard ‘Any idea where she could be?’
‘Where was she when you left?’
‘In here.’
A second later I saw Shane and Nicky walking into the room. I sat up and just smiled at them.
‘Knew she would be.’ Said Shane
Shane walked over to the sofa and sat down next to me.
‘Think I’ll leave you two alone.’ Said Nicky ‘I’ll be upstairs if you want me.’
‘Sure thing.’ Said Shane
‘OK.’ I said
Nicky left the room and we heard him walk up the stairs.
‘How’s Kelly?’ I asked
‘She’s fine.’ Said Shane ‘She was sleeping when I left her.’
‘How did your little meeting go?’
‘Got interrupted but I think things could have gone much worse if the baby didn’t decide to come.’
‘A boy or a girl?’
‘Boy.’
‘What’s his name?’
‘We haven’t got a name yet. At the moment we’re calling him baby Filan.’
‘Sweet.’
‘Yeah.’
The atmosphere became a little uncomfortable. Shane and I were looking everywhere but at each other.
‘You…’ said Shane
‘So…’ I said at the same time
‘You go first.’ Said Shane
‘I was just going to ask what was your decision?’
‘Oh umm…’
Shane looked at me. He didn’t even finish his sentence. I had hoped too much.
‘You’re still with Kelly?’ I asked
‘No. I went to break up with her.’ Said Shane
‘What?’
‘I no longer love Kelly. I broke up with her.’
‘But what about your son?’
‘I’m still going to be there for him. I want to be the best dad I can be. And besides, I still want to be friends with Kelly.’
‘One thing that never happened to us.’
‘The one thing I hated the most. But never mind that. You’re the one I love, always have.’
‘Always?’
‘Always. My feelings may have hid themselves away, but they were always there.’
‘I’ve always loved you, still do.’
Shane leaned in and kissed me. This time there were no signs of regret.
‘Can I come in now?’ asked Nicky
We pulled apart and saw Nicky standing in the door frame.
‘It’s boring upstairs.’
Shane and I laughed and Shane said ‘Sure you can. It’s time for me to get back anyway. So I’d better go and that bag.’
Shane gave me a quick kiss on the forehead and left the room. Within a couple of minutes Shane was back with the bag.
‘That was quick.’ Said Nicky
‘Knew exactly where it was.’ Said Shane ‘Sally you coming?’
‘Think I’ll stay behind.’ I said
‘OK. Be back soon. Love you.’
‘Love you to.’
Nicky waved goodbye and Shane gave me a wink. They left the house and drove down the drive way.
Chapter 30
(Shane)
‘Have you decided on a name yet?’ asked the nurse
The nurse gave baby Filan back to Kelly. During her sleep, Kelly came up with a name.
‘I do have a name, yes. But I need to check with the father first.’ Said Kelly
‘Of course. I’ll leave you and baby Filan alone.’
‘Thank you.’
The nurse smiled and left the room.
In the waiting room the group of friends were trying to get some information from Jess.
‘So do we know what’s going on between a particular love triangle?’ asked Kian
‘What?’ said Jess, a bit confused
‘Is Shane breaking up with Kelly?’
‘It’s not up to me to tell you. Besides all I know Shane went to meet Kelly to discuss something. What, I don’t know.’
Jess was lying though. She knew Shane was breaking up with Kelly. She knew Shane was going to end things today but she didn’t want to say anything, just in case.
‘I know I never knew those three when they were younger,’ Tia continued ‘but maybe Shane needs to get back with Sally.’
‘Needs?’ I said
Tia jumped. She didn’t know I was behind her. Mark, on the other hand, saw me and tried to keep a straight face.
‘Don’t do that Shane!’
‘Couldn’t resist. Anyone know if Kelly’s awake?’
‘We saw the nurse go in with the baby, and then she came out without him.’ Said Viv ‘My guessing is Kelly is awake.’
‘Thanks Viv. I’m going to take this bag to Kelly and check on my son.’ I said ‘See you guys later.’
I started to walk away when Jess asked ‘Shane where’s Nicky?’
‘He’s gone to park the car. He won’t be long.’
‘Hi Kelly.’ I said when I walked into her room
Kelly was holding baby Filan in her arms. I stood still for a moment to capture the scene. Baby Filan was fast asleep and Kelly was just simply looking at him with a smile on her face. This made me smile. I always knew Kelly would be a great mum and she will be.
‘How is he?’ I asked
‘He’s fine.’ Said Kelly
Kelly looked at me for a brief moment then looked back at our son. I walked slowly to the bed and sat at the end.
‘Come up with a name yet?’
‘Actually I have. The nurse asked me earlier but I said I wanted to check with you first.’
‘Kelly what ever name you want is fine by me. So what it is?’
‘Kevin David Filan.’
‘Kevin David Filan? Sounds good to me.’
‘You would agree with whatever name I chose.’
‘As long as Filan is used somewhere in the name, I’ll be happy.’
I was sitting in the wrong place. Kelly, playfully, kicked me. Even if her legs were under the duvet, the kick still hurt.
‘What was that for?’ I asked
‘You deserved it.’ Said Kelly ‘I haven’t had the chance to hit you.’
‘True.’
Kelly looked down at Kevin and said ‘Welcome to the world Kevin. You’re going to have a wonderful life; I’ll make sure of that.’
Kelly kissed Kevin on the forehead. Then my gaze went to Kevin. He was still asleep. And Kelly was right; he is going to have a wonderful life.
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(Shane)
I’ve thought everything through. I lied before, about following my heart. But this time I am. It does mean someone will have a broken heart, but it’s a heart that can mend easily.
I’m waiting for Kelly to come in a private own restaurant which I know the owner. Tim, the owner, has very kindly closed the restaurant for me and Kelly. We just have to be out in two hours, which is fair. The door opened and Kelly came in. Tim took her coat and put it on the hook.
Kelly walked towards me and I saw here eyes were red and puffy. She wiped a tear away with her hand. I felt regret wash all over me, but I have to do this. Kelly sat down on the seat opposite me.
‘You wanted to see me?’ asked Kelly, coldly ‘I’m surprised it’s not a public scene.’
‘Kelly, you know me. I don’t want a public audience for this.’ I said
‘As I said, I’m surprised.’
‘Kelly do you really have to make it harder then it already is?’
‘Hard? It’s clear who you love Shane!’
‘Kelly! Sometimes truth brings pain but we all need to face it. Yes I love Sally, never stopped loving her.’
‘When did you realise that?’
‘The day I saw her at the Grand House.’
‘I’m going.’
Kelly got up to leave but I didn’t want her to go yet.
‘Kelly.’ I begged ‘I’m sorry! I can’t live a lie anymore.’
‘Loving me was a lie?’
‘No. I love you but… I can’t ignore my feelings for Sally. That’s what I’ve been doing all this time, ignoring my feelings.’
‘What? Shane I don’t want to hear anymore of this! You’ve promised never to fall in love with her, and here you are!’
‘That’s the thing! I only promised to keep you happy. It took me a long time to force myself to love you!’
‘Force yourself? How could you force yourself? What happened back when everything started?’
‘Richard broke up with you. It took you three months to get over him, and then you had your eyes on me.’
‘That’s not true.’
‘You’re denying it because it is. I felt sorry for you and I took you out a few times.’
‘You’re basically saying I took you away from Sally?’
‘Kelly, Sally was pregnant at 16 and I was the father. She never told me till now.’
‘And if she did? Would it have made a difference?’
‘I think it would have done.’
All of sudden Kelly was in pain. I knew she was hurt by my words but this was much more then that. It took me a while to realise she was in labour. I ran to her and offered my help but she kept pushing me away. Then I ran to the counter and shouted ‘Tim! Tim!’
Tim came out of the back room and said calmly ‘What?’
‘Call an ambulance!’ I said
‘What for?’
‘No wonder you don’t have a girlfriend. Kelly’s in labour, you idiot!’
Tim looked to where Kelly was sitting on the floor and said ‘Oh right!’
He hurried back into the back room to make the call. I ran back to Kelly and offered my help again.
‘No!’ she said
Chapter 27
(Sally)
I waited for the door to open. I cannot believe I actually left the house. I knew I would have people starring at me and whispering behind my back, and that’s exactly what happened all the way to the bus stop. Thankfully the bus was quiet with only a few elders, so I managed to make the journey without much hassle. Now here I am outside Shane’s house, waiting for the door to open.
I saw a head look out the window. It was Nicky seeing who was at the door. A second later the door finally opened. And Jess was standing there. I wasn’t expecting a “hug” welcome this time, but she still gave me a hug and let me in. When we got to the sitting room, Nicky had the drinks ready. He got them ready quickly, I thought.
Nicky gave me a hug and said ‘Glad you came.’
‘Yeah, though I did kind of thought about it.’ I said
‘Surprised if you didn’t.’
Nicky and Jess laughed and I hit Nicky playfully on the arm. Then we sat down.
‘How was your journey?’ Jess asked
‘A few people starred and whispered on my way to the bus stop, but the actual bus journey was alright. It was quiet and only a few elders were on.’ I said
‘Wasn’t too bad then. I thought you would be crying when you got here.’
‘Thanks Jess.’ I said sarcastically ‘Any actual reason why you wanted me to come here?’
‘We just thought it was time you got out of the house and enjoy yourself.’ Said Nicky
‘You might be used to the press Nicky but I’m not!’
‘That’s not what I mean and you know it.’
‘We just thought you might want some fun with your friends. It’s not long before Tia and Mark’s wedding and we still need to get you a dress.’ Said Jess
‘About that… I’m not going.’ I said
‘Why not?’
'I’ve got a lot on my mind Jess.’
‘More reason to come! You can take your mind of everything.’
Just then the phone rang. Nicky got of the chair and walked to the other room.
‘Please come to the wedding.’ Jess begged
‘Jess it’s not your wedding so don’t beg.’ I said
‘I know, I’m begging for Tia. She’ll hate you for not coming.’
‘I’m sorry, I’ve made up my mind. I’m not going.’
Jess turned away and looked at the door Nicky went through. A few minutes later Nicky came back in with a slight excitement.
‘Who was that darling?’ asked Jess
‘That was Shane.’ Said Nicky
‘Is he alright?’
‘He’s fine. He was calling to let us know Kelly is in labour.’
‘Kelly’s in labour? Shane went to…’
‘I know, the baby thought differently.’
‘We’ve got to get going!’
‘Way ahead of you! Sally you coming?’
‘No, I think I’ll stay here.’ I said
‘Sally.’ Said Nicky in a sharp voice
‘I’m staying Nicky.’
‘Have it your way. Come on Jess, let’s go.’
They both went out of the room and then I heard the front open and shut. I went to the window and watched them get into the car and drove of down the drive way. I sighed deeply and closed my eyes. Then I just allowed thoughts to come to mind. After a few minutes of thinking, I opened my eyes and went to sit down.
Please let mother and baby be alright, I said to myself.
Chapter 28
(Shane)
‘Congratulations, it’s a boy.’ Said the nurse
She gave our son to Kelly so she could hold him. I’m sitting on the edge of the bed smiling.
‘He’s adorable.’ I said
‘He is. And I think he’s got your eyes.’ Said Kelly
Kelly looked up at me and smiled. I stroked her hair and kissed her on the forehead.
‘Have we got a name for your son yet?’ asked the nurse
‘Not yet.’ said Kelly
‘There’s no worry. We’ll call him baby Filan until you come up with a name.’
‘Thank you.’
‘Now why don’t we let you have some rest.’
‘OK.’
The nurse took baby Filan from Kelly and left the room. The other nurses followed behind her. Now Kelly and I were alone.
‘Shane we need to sort something out.’ Kelly said
‘I know. What shall we call our son?’ I said
‘We need a name yes, but that’s not what I’m talking about.’
‘I know Kelly.’
‘If you’re going to be with Sally…’
‘Don’t even think it. I’m not planning on leaving you alone with the baby. I want to be there to help you, more then just financially.’
‘Really?’
‘Of course. I might love Sally and plan to be with her but I want to be the best father I can be.’
‘I was afraid you were going to leave me to handle the baby alone.’
‘Never crossed my mind.’
Kelly smiled and we got lost looking into each others eyes. There’s clearly still love in Kelly’s eyes but the feelings I once had for her are no longer there. I have made the right decision for once.
I left Kelly to get some sleep and walked to the waiting room. I saw the whole gang was there waiting, eager to know some news.
‘So?’ asked Kian
‘So, what?’ I asked
‘Has Kelly had the baby or what?’
I looked around at the faces. I couldn’t help myself and smiled. The look of eagerness all around. A moment to remember.
‘We’ve got a son.’ I said
‘So Kelly had it?’ asked Tia
‘Yes, Kelly has had the baby. We’ve got a boy.’
Excited squeals came from the girls while the lads patted me on the back. Then one by one they gave me a hug and congratulated me. There was one person I was hoping to see but I couldn’t find her.
‘Where’s Sally?’ I asked Jess
‘She came over to yours but when Nicky said you called saying Kelly was in labour, Sally didn’t want to come.’ Explained Jess
‘Why not?’
Jess shrugged her shoulders. I looked at Nicky and he shook his head. I sighed and felt a bit disappointed. I was really hoping for Sally to come.
‘Kelly’s sleeping at the moment. Nicky can you drive me home?’ I asked
‘Sure, no problem. Why?’ Nicky asked
‘Kelly got a bag of clothes ready a few weeks ago; I’d better bring it here.’
‘For a second then I thought it had something to with Sally, since she’s at your.’
‘You know me to well Nicky. I just want to know why she’s not here.’
‘Good luck getting an answer out of her.’ Said Jess
I looked at Nicky and he said ‘She hasn’t been straight forward and honest today.’
‘Oh.’ I said ‘If Kelly wakes up tell her I’ve gone to get the bag of clothes for her.’
‘Sure thing.’ Said Kian
Nicky and I left the hospital and got into Nicky’s car.
‘Hope you’re doing the right thing Shane.’ Nicky said
‘Don’t worry I am.’ I said ‘I know I am.’
Chapter 29
(Sally)
Here I am in Shane’s house, lying on the sofa with my eyes closed. I was looking back over the events that have happened over the year. Starting from my mother’s death to the party at the Grand House. If only I had stayed away then Shane would still be happy with Kelly. But what can I say? I secretly loved all the events that happened. Everything happens for a reason. And in this case
they’ve happened to help me and Shane back together again. The way it’s supposed to be. And I’m sure Kelly’s heart will fall in love again sometime soon.
Just as I was falling asleep, I heard the door open. My eyes opened and I lent on my shoulders. Then I could hear voices I knew too well. A smile appeared on my face when I heard ‘Any idea where she could be?’
‘Where was she when you left?’
‘In here.’
A second later I saw Shane and Nicky walking into the room. I sat up and just smiled at them.
‘Knew she would be.’ Said Shane
Shane walked over to the sofa and sat down next to me.
‘Think I’ll leave you two alone.’ Said Nicky ‘I’ll be upstairs if you want me.’
‘Sure thing.’ Said Shane
‘OK.’ I said
Nicky left the room and we heard him walk up the stairs.
‘How’s Kelly?’ I asked
‘She’s fine.’ Said Shane ‘She was sleeping when I left her.’
‘How did your little meeting go?’
‘Got interrupted but I think things could have gone much worse if the baby didn’t decide to come.’
‘A boy or a girl?’
‘Boy.’
‘What’s his name?’
‘We haven’t got a name yet. At the moment we’re calling him baby Filan.’
‘Sweet.’
‘Yeah.’
The atmosphere became a little uncomfortable. Shane and I were looking everywhere but at each other.
‘You…’ said Shane
‘So…’ I said at the same time
‘You go first.’ Said Shane
‘I was just going to ask what was your decision?’
‘Oh umm…’
Shane looked at me. He didn’t even finish his sentence. I had hoped too much.
‘You’re still with Kelly?’ I asked
‘No. I went to break up with her.’ Said Shane
‘What?’
‘I no longer love Kelly. I broke up with her.’
‘But what about your son?’
‘I’m still going to be there for him. I want to be the best dad I can be. And besides, I still want to be friends with Kelly.’
‘One thing that never happened to us.’
‘The one thing I hated the most. But never mind that. You’re the one I love, always have.’
‘Always?’
‘Always. My feelings may have hid themselves away, but they were always there.’
‘I’ve always loved you, still do.’
Shane leaned in and kissed me. This time there were no signs of regret.
‘Can I come in now?’ asked Nicky
We pulled apart and saw Nicky standing in the door frame.
‘It’s boring upstairs.’
Shane and I laughed and Shane said ‘Sure you can. It’s time for me to get back anyway. So I’d better go and that bag.’
Shane gave me a quick kiss on the forehead and left the room. Within a couple of minutes Shane was back with the bag.
‘That was quick.’ Said Nicky
‘Knew exactly where it was.’ Said Shane ‘Sally you coming?’
‘Think I’ll stay behind.’ I said
‘OK. Be back soon. Love you.’
‘Love you to.’
Nicky waved goodbye and Shane gave me a wink. They left the house and drove down the drive way.
Chapter 30
(Shane)
‘Have you decided on a name yet?’ asked the nurse
The nurse gave baby Filan back to Kelly. During her sleep, Kelly came up with a name.
‘I do have a name, yes. But I need to check with the father first.’ Said Kelly
‘Of course. I’ll leave you and baby Filan alone.’
‘Thank you.’
The nurse smiled and left the room.
In the waiting room the group of friends were trying to get some information from Jess.
‘So do we know what’s going on between a particular love triangle?’ asked Kian
‘What?’ said Jess, a bit confused
‘Is Shane breaking up with Kelly?’
‘It’s not up to me to tell you. Besides all I know Shane went to meet Kelly to discuss something. What, I don’t know.’
Jess was lying though. She knew Shane was breaking up with Kelly. She knew Shane was going to end things today but she didn’t want to say anything, just in case.
‘I know I never knew those three when they were younger,’ Tia continued ‘but maybe Shane needs to get back with Sally.’
‘Needs?’ I said
Tia jumped. She didn’t know I was behind her. Mark, on the other hand, saw me and tried to keep a straight face.
‘Don’t do that Shane!’
‘Couldn’t resist. Anyone know if Kelly’s awake?’
‘We saw the nurse go in with the baby, and then she came out without him.’ Said Viv ‘My guessing is Kelly is awake.’
‘Thanks Viv. I’m going to take this bag to Kelly and check on my son.’ I said ‘See you guys later.’
I started to walk away when Jess asked ‘Shane where’s Nicky?’
‘He’s gone to park the car. He won’t be long.’
‘Hi Kelly.’ I said when I walked into her room
Kelly was holding baby Filan in her arms. I stood still for a moment to capture the scene. Baby Filan was fast asleep and Kelly was just simply looking at him with a smile on her face. This made me smile. I always knew Kelly would be a great mum and she will be.
‘How is he?’ I asked
‘He’s fine.’ Said Kelly
Kelly looked at me for a brief moment then looked back at our son. I walked slowly to the bed and sat at the end.
‘Come up with a name yet?’
‘Actually I have. The nurse asked me earlier but I said I wanted to check with you first.’
‘Kelly what ever name you want is fine by me. So what it is?’
‘Kevin David Filan.’
‘Kevin David Filan? Sounds good to me.’
‘You would agree with whatever name I chose.’
‘As long as Filan is used somewhere in the name, I’ll be happy.’
I was sitting in the wrong place. Kelly, playfully, kicked me. Even if her legs were under the duvet, the kick still hurt.
‘What was that for?’ I asked
‘You deserved it.’ Said Kelly ‘I haven’t had the chance to hit you.’
‘True.’
Kelly looked down at Kevin and said ‘Welcome to the world Kevin. You’re going to have a wonderful life; I’ll make sure of that.’
Kelly kissed Kevin on the forehead. Then my gaze went to Kevin. He was still asleep. And Kelly was right; he is going to have a wonderful life.
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