No More Heroes
Chapter 21
(Sally)
I knocked on the door and took one step back. I’m taking a chance that she’s in, I just hope she is! She is really the only person I want to talk to right now. The door opened and there she was Chloe. I haven’t seen her since the party at the Grand House.
‘Oh hi!’ said Chloe ‘wasn’t expecting- I mean… nice to see you.’
‘You to.’ I said ‘Are you busy?’
‘I do have two people round, well actually three. And it sounds like she’s just woken up.’
I could hear a baby crying somewhere in the house. Then I heard a voice I knew ‘Think she’s hungry.’
‘That was Kian.’ I said
‘Kian and Viv are here with baby Sophia.’ Said Chloe
‘I can see you’ve your hands full. I’ll just go.’ To where I have no idea!
‘Don’t be silly! Come on in!’
‘Only if you’re sure.’
‘Sally just get in the house.’
‘Ok.’
I walked in and waited for Chloe to close the door. Then I followed her down the hall way. We went into the room where Kian and Viv were. Viv was sitting down with Sophia in her arms. Kian was standing next to them with his arm around Viv shoulders.
‘Look who’s here.’ Said Chloe
‘Sally.’ Said Viv ‘What are you doing here?’
‘Good question.’ Said Kian ‘Thought you were down at Nicky’s.’
‘I was. Came back about an hour or so ago.’ I said
‘Ok. So why are you here? Don’t get me wrong it’s great to see you, but what about Richard?’
‘There is no Richard. Not any more.’
‘What?’ said all three of them together
‘What do you mean, no more Richard?’ asked Chloe
‘He kicked me out of the house. Out relationship is over.’
‘But what about your baby?’
‘Baby?’ asked Kian ‘What baby?’
‘I’m pregnant.’ I said ‘But that doesn’t matter right now. I have no idea what I’m doing now.’
‘You can stay here for a while.’ Said Chloe ‘I’ve got enough room.’
‘Only if you’re sure Chloe. I don’t want to intrude or anything.’
‘If you were I wouldn’t have offered.’
‘Thanks Chloe. Do you mind if I go upstairs? I’m tired; it’s been a long day.’
‘Sure thing, third door on the right.’
‘Thanks.’
I left them to it and went upstairs. Truthfully I just want to cry.
Half an hour later I sat up and crossed my legs. I wiped my eyes with my hand and place the other hand on my stomach. What is the point of keeping this baby now? Her dad is not interested, though he wanted this to happen. Why did I sleep with Shane? Why did he tell Nicky when he knew Richard was in the house? But how can I be mad at Shane? I’ve learned something… I’m still in love with him.
I can not do anything with these feelings. Shane is with Kelly. How can I ask him to leave her? I need to leave before things get out of hands. But how can I leave Ireland when all my friends are here? I really need to think all of this through, before I make a mistake. The first thing I need to think about is this baby. Is there any point in keeping her? Do I really want this baby? If only
answers would come easily. It would make life so much easier.
Fate has played his part again. Now it’s time for faith to play her part. I need to find faith in all my decisions from now on. If I don’t find faith I know I have made the wrong decision. If I do find faith I have made the right decision. But where is faith now? Waiting for me to make my first step…
Chapter 22
(Shane)
3 months later and Westlife are back working; we’ve got a few television appearances over the next 4 weeks to promote the new album. Our first stop on the promo tour is the Alan Titmarsh show. We’re back stage getting ready for the show. I and Nicky are sharing a dressing room while Kian and Mark shared.
‘Let’s hope the show runs smoothly like the rehearsals.’ Said Nicky
‘What rehearsals were you at?’ I asked ‘I kept messing things up, saying things I shouldn’t.’
‘Which makes me think you’re worried about something.’
‘Me, worried? Worried about what?’
‘You tell me?’
‘I’m not worried, I’m terrified. Sally’s the girl they’ve got as a special guest tonight. I haven’t seen her since 3 months ago. I’m scared I’m going to do something stupid.’
‘Look you’ve got us 3 to stop you Shane. And beside you two won’t do anything on camera.’
‘On camera, off camera I’m still going to do something.’
‘With that attitude you will. Try and think positive.’
There was a knock on the door and Kian said ‘You guys ready?’
‘Yeah, we’re coming.’ Said Nicky ‘Remember Shane, think positive.’
‘Ladies and gentlemen please give a warm welcome to Westlife!’ said Alan Titmarsh
The audience went crazy and one by one we went on the stage. When it was my turn I walked the small distance to the entrance. When I saw the audience I stopped and gave a small wave then I made my way to the seats.
‘Welcome lads. Now you guys have just come back from a short break, is that right?’ asked Alan
‘Yes it is.’ Said Nicky
‘Kian how is mother and baby?’
‘They’re both doing well. Sophia already loves Westlife, smiling when ever she hears on of our songs.’ Said Kian
‘So she’ll be smiling away when her daddy performs Westlife new single.’
‘Sophia should be asleep by now.’
‘If she’s a good girl.’
‘She is. She’s daddy’s little girl.’
Alan smiled and turned his attention to me then said ‘Shane, Kelly is due in the next couple of months?’
‘Yes she is. In fact she’s due next month, so I’ve got next month of.’ I said
‘Then I take it Westlife are of again?’
‘Westlife is having a short break anyway. Was 6 weeks but 2 weeks have been knocked of because we’ve already had 3 months of.’
‘Ok. Now we’ve got a special guest here today. You lads already know who its, so how long have you known her?’
’10 years, maybe 11.’ Said Mark
‘About 12 years for me.’ Said Nicky ‘But Shane has known her the longest.’
‘I’ve known her since I was 10. She’s 2 years younger then me.’
‘Well without wasting any more time, let’s bring her up here. Please welcome Sally Hart.’
The audience politely cheered as Sally made her way. She went immediately to Nicky, gave him a hug. Then she hugged Mark and Kian. When we hugged, it was special. I told myself to think positive, nothing will happen between us. The urge of wanting to kiss her came back. I had to pull away before something happened. We sat down and waited for Alan to continue the interview.
‘Sally it’s nice to have you on the show.’ Said Alan
‘It’s nice to be here.’ Sally said
‘Now you’ve said you’re pregnant, how far are you?’
‘4 months.’
‘And you’ve pen down Westlife new single with Mark?’
‘Yes.’
‘What’s the song called?’
‘It’s called Reach Out. When Mark and I wrote it, we knew we had something. But when the lads sent me the demo, straight away you know it’s the right song for Westlife.’
‘Can you expect a number one with this song?’
‘I’m hoping. It’s a great song and I hope it will go down well with the fans.’
‘Here’s hoping. After the break we’ll continue our chat with Westlife and Sally and a performance of Reach Out. Join us after the break.’
Chapter 23
(Sally)
‘Welcome back to the show everyone. Let’s get straight in to the performance of Reach Out.’ Said Alan ‘Westlife take it away!’
The audience cheered and the music started playing. Then Shane began to sing:
“When everything is war
You’re living in a battle zone
When everything is torn
And the world is cold as stone
Don’t lock all the doors
Close your heart
Shut me out of your life
And throw all the keys”
They carried on singing the song, enjoying every second. Shane didn’t do a single thing wrong and he remembered all of his lines. My eyes were on Shane the whole time, not because I’m expecting him to mess up but because my feelings are back. I wanted to go up there and kiss him. But I’m managing to control myself.
I heard Shane sing the last line “Reach out for me” and the song ended. Everyone cheered and the lads came over and sat down.
‘Wonderful song lads.’ Said Alan ‘Absolutely wonderful. When is the single out?’
‘3 weeks time.’ Said Kian
The audience cheered again and Alan continued ‘Let’s talk music video. Mark where was the video filmed?’
‘In Ireland.’ Said Mark ‘All over the place in Ireland. We filmed some of it in Sligo and Dublin. Then we moved to other places.’
‘Sligo and Dublin being your home towns, how much are we going to see?’
‘Basically you are getting to see the places we went to when we were growing up. I think some clips of our childhood will be in it but not 100% sure.’ Said Nicky
‘It is a video to look forward to.’
Half an hour later and the show finished. We went back stage and went into Shane’s and Nicky’s dressing room.
‘That went well.’ Said Mark ‘Even better then rehearsals Shane.’
‘Very funny Mark.’ Said Shane ‘Surprised it went smoothly as it did.’
‘Have to admit I was expecting you to mess something up.’ I said
Shane was taking his sock of when I said that. His response was throwing the sock at me. It landed on the floor just in front of the chair I was sitting on. The others laughed and continued talking. I took this opportunity to leave the room so I could get changed. So I left the room and my way down the corridor. A few seconds later I heard the same door shut. I turned round and saw Shane was walking towards me. I could continue walking, in fact I wanted to but my feelings stopped me.
‘Hi.’ Said Shane
‘Hi.’ I said
We hugged each other. The same feeling as before came back. The feeling that caused us to kiss. Before anything happened, we pulled away.
‘Great performance today.’ I said
‘Thanks. You know you were good yourself, being your first interview and everything.’ Shane said
‘I was a bit nervous but then again it is me we’re talking about.’
Shane laughed and you had to join him. Then we looked in each others eyes. Our feelings began show. Neither of us could stop or control ourselves. We found ourselves kissing each other again.
This time the feeling is stronger then before. But eve as I got lost in the kiss I thought I heard the sound of a camera. It was the sound that made me pull away from the kiss. I looked around the corridor and saw no one.
‘What’s wrong?’ asked Shane
‘I just thought I heard… nothing.’ I said ‘Let’s go to my dressing room.’
‘If you’re sure.’
‘Come on.’
As I led the way to my dressing room, I knew I heard a door open. Ignoring it I opened the door of my dressing room and Shane and I walked in. just as I was closing the door, I heard the sound of a camera once again.
Chapter 24
(Shane)
“Shane Filan Secret Affair?”
“As Westlife finished filming the Alan Titmarsh show, the lads went back stage with their friend. They walked into Shane’s and Nicky’s dressing room together, then a few minutes later their friend came out and made her way down the corridor. Shortly afterwards the door of Shane’s and Nicky’s dressing room opened again. Half expecting to see Kian and Mark come out I was surprised to see Shane Filan. He walked, barefooted, towards his friend and greets her with a hug. They had a tiny conversation and something surprising happened. I was watching them kissing!
When they stopped they talked for a few seconds then she led him down the corridor. Where did they stop? Her dressing room. Shane walked in first then she went in and closed the door.
So is “Clean Image” Filan having a secret affair with this friend? I think so but make your own mind up.”
I put the paper down and the image of Sally and I kissing was starring at me. Maybe Sally heard the sound of the camera and that was why we went into her dressing room. But we still continued where we left of. 3 months apart hasn’t changed anything. All it’s done is caused our feelings to be stronger. I knew this would happen. On camera, off camera I knew we would kiss. And now the whole world knows. And so does Kelly. There is no way she will forgive me this time.
I looked around the café and saw people reading the same front page article. I’m so glad I’m wearing my hat and sun glasses. I heard the door open and looked to see who just came in. It was Nicky with the paper, Kian and Mark. Mark had seen me and pointed me out to the others. They made their way over to me and sat down. There weren’t enough chairs for Nicky so he went to get one.
‘You’ve seen the paper then?’ asked Mark
‘Just finished reading it.’ I said
‘Why did you do it?’ asked Kian ‘Sally said that’s why Richard broke up with her.’
‘It just happen Kian. Like everything else that’s happened. We couldn’t stop ourselves.’
‘Neither of you heard this guy?’ asked Nicky, returning with a chair
‘Sally said she thought she heard something. Then she suggested we go to her dressing room.’
‘To do what?’ asked Mark
I just glared at him. He was lucky I was wearing my sun glasses.
‘What about Kelly?’ asked Nicky
‘I’m scared to face her. I should I know, but… I know she will never forgive me this time.’
‘Surprised she forgave you the first time.’ Said Kian
‘So am I. No matter how I apologise this time, there’s no forgiveness written.’
‘You have to face her Shane.’ Said Nicky ‘She’s due soon and she’ll need you.’
‘She won’t want anything to do with me Nicky. There’s no hiding the evidence and there’s no hiding the truth. When I see Kelly, it will be the last.’
‘Can’t think like that. Kelly will want you there for when she gives birth. After that well…’
‘You don’t know Kelly, Nicky. As soon as she sees this paper and me, that’s it. She’ll punch me, push me against the wall and tell to get out. Oh and she’ll roll up the paper and throws it at me as I leave.’
‘A bit over the top Shane. Don’t think Kelly would do that.’ Said Mark
‘You saw what Kelly did to Sally when Sally announced her pregnancy. That’s only half of her anger.’
‘She was pretty mean that day.’
Kian and Nicky laughed while I just smiled a little. I looked out the window and allowed my mind to wonder. This is more or less how Kelly and I started. I cannot believe I’m doing it all over again, the one thing I didn’t want to happen…
Chapter 25
(Sally)
For the last few days on the news it’s been nothing nut the so-called love affair between me and Shane. Some reporters paid attention to what Shane said on the Alan Titmarsh show, the part when he said he’s known me since he was 10. Other then that a lot of what these reporters are saying is completely wrong. Well… if only they knew about our past.
I’ve had a few text messages from the girls asking if I was alright; even to come round Chloe’s. I’ve said no because people already knew they’re dating the lads and with the press being hungry for news, hey would follow them just to find out where I’m staying.
I haven’t left the house since the story was published. When ever I turn the TV on there’s reporter’s surrounding Shane asking him questions. Guilt washes over me every time. Why can’t people just leave him alone?
‘They’re still on about you.’ Said Chloe
She had the news on the TV when I walked into the room, holding a mug of hot chocolate.
‘What are they saying now?’ I asked
‘Same old things. They’re a bit upset because no one will talk.’
‘Give Richard some money he’ll sing.’
‘They’ve tried to talk to him. He’s left the country.’
‘What?’
Suddenly it felt as if my heart had broken. Why would I even care if Richard’s left the country? He must have got promoted earlier then he had first thought.
‘Didn’t you know?’ asked Chloe
‘I knew if he got promoted it did mean he would live in the UK more. But…’
‘I thought you were over Richard.’
‘I am. It’s just… I was hoping he’d be around when the baby comes.’
‘He didn’t care about the baby when he left you, what makes you think he’ll care when it’s due?’
‘You’re right Chloe. I would have thought Richard being a father would make him care more.’
‘I didn’t think caring was Richard’s strong suit.’
‘Oh he cares. He just cares about business and his clients, no one else.’
‘Why did you stick with for so long?’
I shrugged my shoulders and Chloe turned back to the TV. I’ve never thought why I had stayed with him for so long. At first I guess he was the only part of the past I had left and I wanted to hang onto it. Though I did try to leave once. Richard stopped me by threatening to tell my deepest secret. He had threatened to tell the press of my “one night with a drunken Nicky Byrne”. So to
silence him I stayed with him. But then I started to realise I loved him.
I left Chloe watching the new and headed upstairs. When I got to my bedroom my phone was ringing. I picked it up and saw a text message from Jess.
“Meet me and Nico tomorrow at Shane’s house. Love Jess.”
How can I go to Shane’s house? How can I even leave this house without the press seeing me?
My phone rang again and another text message came through. This time from Shane “I’ve made my decision. Meeting Kelly tomorrow. See you soon.”
My heart skipped a beat. I wonder what his decision is…
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(Sally)
I knocked on the door and took one step back. I’m taking a chance that she’s in, I just hope she is! She is really the only person I want to talk to right now. The door opened and there she was Chloe. I haven’t seen her since the party at the Grand House.
‘Oh hi!’ said Chloe ‘wasn’t expecting- I mean… nice to see you.’
‘You to.’ I said ‘Are you busy?’
‘I do have two people round, well actually three. And it sounds like she’s just woken up.’
I could hear a baby crying somewhere in the house. Then I heard a voice I knew ‘Think she’s hungry.’
‘That was Kian.’ I said
‘Kian and Viv are here with baby Sophia.’ Said Chloe
‘I can see you’ve your hands full. I’ll just go.’ To where I have no idea!
‘Don’t be silly! Come on in!’
‘Only if you’re sure.’
‘Sally just get in the house.’
‘Ok.’
I walked in and waited for Chloe to close the door. Then I followed her down the hall way. We went into the room where Kian and Viv were. Viv was sitting down with Sophia in her arms. Kian was standing next to them with his arm around Viv shoulders.
‘Look who’s here.’ Said Chloe
‘Sally.’ Said Viv ‘What are you doing here?’
‘Good question.’ Said Kian ‘Thought you were down at Nicky’s.’
‘I was. Came back about an hour or so ago.’ I said
‘Ok. So why are you here? Don’t get me wrong it’s great to see you, but what about Richard?’
‘There is no Richard. Not any more.’
‘What?’ said all three of them together
‘What do you mean, no more Richard?’ asked Chloe
‘He kicked me out of the house. Out relationship is over.’
‘But what about your baby?’
‘Baby?’ asked Kian ‘What baby?’
‘I’m pregnant.’ I said ‘But that doesn’t matter right now. I have no idea what I’m doing now.’
‘You can stay here for a while.’ Said Chloe ‘I’ve got enough room.’
‘Only if you’re sure Chloe. I don’t want to intrude or anything.’
‘If you were I wouldn’t have offered.’
‘Thanks Chloe. Do you mind if I go upstairs? I’m tired; it’s been a long day.’
‘Sure thing, third door on the right.’
‘Thanks.’
I left them to it and went upstairs. Truthfully I just want to cry.
Half an hour later I sat up and crossed my legs. I wiped my eyes with my hand and place the other hand on my stomach. What is the point of keeping this baby now? Her dad is not interested, though he wanted this to happen. Why did I sleep with Shane? Why did he tell Nicky when he knew Richard was in the house? But how can I be mad at Shane? I’ve learned something… I’m still in love with him.
I can not do anything with these feelings. Shane is with Kelly. How can I ask him to leave her? I need to leave before things get out of hands. But how can I leave Ireland when all my friends are here? I really need to think all of this through, before I make a mistake. The first thing I need to think about is this baby. Is there any point in keeping her? Do I really want this baby? If only
answers would come easily. It would make life so much easier.
Fate has played his part again. Now it’s time for faith to play her part. I need to find faith in all my decisions from now on. If I don’t find faith I know I have made the wrong decision. If I do find faith I have made the right decision. But where is faith now? Waiting for me to make my first step…
Chapter 22
(Shane)
3 months later and Westlife are back working; we’ve got a few television appearances over the next 4 weeks to promote the new album. Our first stop on the promo tour is the Alan Titmarsh show. We’re back stage getting ready for the show. I and Nicky are sharing a dressing room while Kian and Mark shared.
‘Let’s hope the show runs smoothly like the rehearsals.’ Said Nicky
‘What rehearsals were you at?’ I asked ‘I kept messing things up, saying things I shouldn’t.’
‘Which makes me think you’re worried about something.’
‘Me, worried? Worried about what?’
‘You tell me?’
‘I’m not worried, I’m terrified. Sally’s the girl they’ve got as a special guest tonight. I haven’t seen her since 3 months ago. I’m scared I’m going to do something stupid.’
‘Look you’ve got us 3 to stop you Shane. And beside you two won’t do anything on camera.’
‘On camera, off camera I’m still going to do something.’
‘With that attitude you will. Try and think positive.’
There was a knock on the door and Kian said ‘You guys ready?’
‘Yeah, we’re coming.’ Said Nicky ‘Remember Shane, think positive.’
‘Ladies and gentlemen please give a warm welcome to Westlife!’ said Alan Titmarsh
The audience went crazy and one by one we went on the stage. When it was my turn I walked the small distance to the entrance. When I saw the audience I stopped and gave a small wave then I made my way to the seats.
‘Welcome lads. Now you guys have just come back from a short break, is that right?’ asked Alan
‘Yes it is.’ Said Nicky
‘Kian how is mother and baby?’
‘They’re both doing well. Sophia already loves Westlife, smiling when ever she hears on of our songs.’ Said Kian
‘So she’ll be smiling away when her daddy performs Westlife new single.’
‘Sophia should be asleep by now.’
‘If she’s a good girl.’
‘She is. She’s daddy’s little girl.’
Alan smiled and turned his attention to me then said ‘Shane, Kelly is due in the next couple of months?’
‘Yes she is. In fact she’s due next month, so I’ve got next month of.’ I said
‘Then I take it Westlife are of again?’
‘Westlife is having a short break anyway. Was 6 weeks but 2 weeks have been knocked of because we’ve already had 3 months of.’
‘Ok. Now we’ve got a special guest here today. You lads already know who its, so how long have you known her?’
’10 years, maybe 11.’ Said Mark
‘About 12 years for me.’ Said Nicky ‘But Shane has known her the longest.’
‘I’ve known her since I was 10. She’s 2 years younger then me.’
‘Well without wasting any more time, let’s bring her up here. Please welcome Sally Hart.’
The audience politely cheered as Sally made her way. She went immediately to Nicky, gave him a hug. Then she hugged Mark and Kian. When we hugged, it was special. I told myself to think positive, nothing will happen between us. The urge of wanting to kiss her came back. I had to pull away before something happened. We sat down and waited for Alan to continue the interview.
‘Sally it’s nice to have you on the show.’ Said Alan
‘It’s nice to be here.’ Sally said
‘Now you’ve said you’re pregnant, how far are you?’
‘4 months.’
‘And you’ve pen down Westlife new single with Mark?’
‘Yes.’
‘What’s the song called?’
‘It’s called Reach Out. When Mark and I wrote it, we knew we had something. But when the lads sent me the demo, straight away you know it’s the right song for Westlife.’
‘Can you expect a number one with this song?’
‘I’m hoping. It’s a great song and I hope it will go down well with the fans.’
‘Here’s hoping. After the break we’ll continue our chat with Westlife and Sally and a performance of Reach Out. Join us after the break.’
Chapter 23
(Sally)
‘Welcome back to the show everyone. Let’s get straight in to the performance of Reach Out.’ Said Alan ‘Westlife take it away!’
The audience cheered and the music started playing. Then Shane began to sing:
“When everything is war
You’re living in a battle zone
When everything is torn
And the world is cold as stone
Don’t lock all the doors
Close your heart
Shut me out of your life
And throw all the keys”
They carried on singing the song, enjoying every second. Shane didn’t do a single thing wrong and he remembered all of his lines. My eyes were on Shane the whole time, not because I’m expecting him to mess up but because my feelings are back. I wanted to go up there and kiss him. But I’m managing to control myself.
I heard Shane sing the last line “Reach out for me” and the song ended. Everyone cheered and the lads came over and sat down.
‘Wonderful song lads.’ Said Alan ‘Absolutely wonderful. When is the single out?’
‘3 weeks time.’ Said Kian
The audience cheered again and Alan continued ‘Let’s talk music video. Mark where was the video filmed?’
‘In Ireland.’ Said Mark ‘All over the place in Ireland. We filmed some of it in Sligo and Dublin. Then we moved to other places.’
‘Sligo and Dublin being your home towns, how much are we going to see?’
‘Basically you are getting to see the places we went to when we were growing up. I think some clips of our childhood will be in it but not 100% sure.’ Said Nicky
‘It is a video to look forward to.’
Half an hour later and the show finished. We went back stage and went into Shane’s and Nicky’s dressing room.
‘That went well.’ Said Mark ‘Even better then rehearsals Shane.’
‘Very funny Mark.’ Said Shane ‘Surprised it went smoothly as it did.’
‘Have to admit I was expecting you to mess something up.’ I said
Shane was taking his sock of when I said that. His response was throwing the sock at me. It landed on the floor just in front of the chair I was sitting on. The others laughed and continued talking. I took this opportunity to leave the room so I could get changed. So I left the room and my way down the corridor. A few seconds later I heard the same door shut. I turned round and saw Shane was walking towards me. I could continue walking, in fact I wanted to but my feelings stopped me.
‘Hi.’ Said Shane
‘Hi.’ I said
We hugged each other. The same feeling as before came back. The feeling that caused us to kiss. Before anything happened, we pulled away.
‘Great performance today.’ I said
‘Thanks. You know you were good yourself, being your first interview and everything.’ Shane said
‘I was a bit nervous but then again it is me we’re talking about.’
Shane laughed and you had to join him. Then we looked in each others eyes. Our feelings began show. Neither of us could stop or control ourselves. We found ourselves kissing each other again.
This time the feeling is stronger then before. But eve as I got lost in the kiss I thought I heard the sound of a camera. It was the sound that made me pull away from the kiss. I looked around the corridor and saw no one.
‘What’s wrong?’ asked Shane
‘I just thought I heard… nothing.’ I said ‘Let’s go to my dressing room.’
‘If you’re sure.’
‘Come on.’
As I led the way to my dressing room, I knew I heard a door open. Ignoring it I opened the door of my dressing room and Shane and I walked in. just as I was closing the door, I heard the sound of a camera once again.
Chapter 24
(Shane)
“Shane Filan Secret Affair?”
“As Westlife finished filming the Alan Titmarsh show, the lads went back stage with their friend. They walked into Shane’s and Nicky’s dressing room together, then a few minutes later their friend came out and made her way down the corridor. Shortly afterwards the door of Shane’s and Nicky’s dressing room opened again. Half expecting to see Kian and Mark come out I was surprised to see Shane Filan. He walked, barefooted, towards his friend and greets her with a hug. They had a tiny conversation and something surprising happened. I was watching them kissing!
When they stopped they talked for a few seconds then she led him down the corridor. Where did they stop? Her dressing room. Shane walked in first then she went in and closed the door.
So is “Clean Image” Filan having a secret affair with this friend? I think so but make your own mind up.”
I put the paper down and the image of Sally and I kissing was starring at me. Maybe Sally heard the sound of the camera and that was why we went into her dressing room. But we still continued where we left of. 3 months apart hasn’t changed anything. All it’s done is caused our feelings to be stronger. I knew this would happen. On camera, off camera I knew we would kiss. And now the whole world knows. And so does Kelly. There is no way she will forgive me this time.
I looked around the café and saw people reading the same front page article. I’m so glad I’m wearing my hat and sun glasses. I heard the door open and looked to see who just came in. It was Nicky with the paper, Kian and Mark. Mark had seen me and pointed me out to the others. They made their way over to me and sat down. There weren’t enough chairs for Nicky so he went to get one.
‘You’ve seen the paper then?’ asked Mark
‘Just finished reading it.’ I said
‘Why did you do it?’ asked Kian ‘Sally said that’s why Richard broke up with her.’
‘It just happen Kian. Like everything else that’s happened. We couldn’t stop ourselves.’
‘Neither of you heard this guy?’ asked Nicky, returning with a chair
‘Sally said she thought she heard something. Then she suggested we go to her dressing room.’
‘To do what?’ asked Mark
I just glared at him. He was lucky I was wearing my sun glasses.
‘What about Kelly?’ asked Nicky
‘I’m scared to face her. I should I know, but… I know she will never forgive me this time.’
‘Surprised she forgave you the first time.’ Said Kian
‘So am I. No matter how I apologise this time, there’s no forgiveness written.’
‘You have to face her Shane.’ Said Nicky ‘She’s due soon and she’ll need you.’
‘She won’t want anything to do with me Nicky. There’s no hiding the evidence and there’s no hiding the truth. When I see Kelly, it will be the last.’
‘Can’t think like that. Kelly will want you there for when she gives birth. After that well…’
‘You don’t know Kelly, Nicky. As soon as she sees this paper and me, that’s it. She’ll punch me, push me against the wall and tell to get out. Oh and she’ll roll up the paper and throws it at me as I leave.’
‘A bit over the top Shane. Don’t think Kelly would do that.’ Said Mark
‘You saw what Kelly did to Sally when Sally announced her pregnancy. That’s only half of her anger.’
‘She was pretty mean that day.’
Kian and Nicky laughed while I just smiled a little. I looked out the window and allowed my mind to wonder. This is more or less how Kelly and I started. I cannot believe I’m doing it all over again, the one thing I didn’t want to happen…
Chapter 25
(Sally)
For the last few days on the news it’s been nothing nut the so-called love affair between me and Shane. Some reporters paid attention to what Shane said on the Alan Titmarsh show, the part when he said he’s known me since he was 10. Other then that a lot of what these reporters are saying is completely wrong. Well… if only they knew about our past.
I’ve had a few text messages from the girls asking if I was alright; even to come round Chloe’s. I’ve said no because people already knew they’re dating the lads and with the press being hungry for news, hey would follow them just to find out where I’m staying.
I haven’t left the house since the story was published. When ever I turn the TV on there’s reporter’s surrounding Shane asking him questions. Guilt washes over me every time. Why can’t people just leave him alone?
‘They’re still on about you.’ Said Chloe
She had the news on the TV when I walked into the room, holding a mug of hot chocolate.
‘What are they saying now?’ I asked
‘Same old things. They’re a bit upset because no one will talk.’
‘Give Richard some money he’ll sing.’
‘They’ve tried to talk to him. He’s left the country.’
‘What?’
Suddenly it felt as if my heart had broken. Why would I even care if Richard’s left the country? He must have got promoted earlier then he had first thought.
‘Didn’t you know?’ asked Chloe
‘I knew if he got promoted it did mean he would live in the UK more. But…’
‘I thought you were over Richard.’
‘I am. It’s just… I was hoping he’d be around when the baby comes.’
‘He didn’t care about the baby when he left you, what makes you think he’ll care when it’s due?’
‘You’re right Chloe. I would have thought Richard being a father would make him care more.’
‘I didn’t think caring was Richard’s strong suit.’
‘Oh he cares. He just cares about business and his clients, no one else.’
‘Why did you stick with for so long?’
I shrugged my shoulders and Chloe turned back to the TV. I’ve never thought why I had stayed with him for so long. At first I guess he was the only part of the past I had left and I wanted to hang onto it. Though I did try to leave once. Richard stopped me by threatening to tell my deepest secret. He had threatened to tell the press of my “one night with a drunken Nicky Byrne”. So to
silence him I stayed with him. But then I started to realise I loved him.
I left Chloe watching the new and headed upstairs. When I got to my bedroom my phone was ringing. I picked it up and saw a text message from Jess.
“Meet me and Nico tomorrow at Shane’s house. Love Jess.”
How can I go to Shane’s house? How can I even leave this house without the press seeing me?
My phone rang again and another text message came through. This time from Shane “I’ve made my decision. Meeting Kelly tomorrow. See you soon.”
My heart skipped a beat. I wonder what his decision is…
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